Causes and Consequences

2012-01-22T03:18:00.000-08:00

Unkempt & Disorganized
Time as ever is never going to be on my side.
As it seems, its highly unlikely for me to complete my portfolio
But I think against all odd, I would wriggle my way through
Hope's not lost yet
I am completely determined to find a solution for this
This week would be a decisive week.
May all the goods be with me.

2012-01-15T09:25:00.000-08:00

PROCRASTINATION is the last THOUGHT that should be on one's MIND!

Exactly, that is how it is suppose to be.
When there's abundant of time
I tend to push things towards the end.
When time come chasing after me
I felt the pressure
&
you know what? Every tick counts
Make every move in life worth it!
Only you will reap the reward;

Presence of Courage

2011-06-09T09:07:00.000-07:00

This could be misleading, this isn't any dance move. This was a drawing lesson, carried out quiet way back. The lesson required students to do a pose and hold it for seconds. I remembered I actually regretted half way through doing this pose cause I had to hold it for about sixty seconds. I swear it was killing me but I still have to appear compose in front of many students, my classmates as well as other classes cause lesson was held in the studio. Reminiscing through old photos refresh memories of classes I once had. Now with this short break almost coming to an end, I hope when school reopen, I can look forward towards challenging myself more and moving out from my comfort zone. I shall see whether that will be possible.

Health is wealth that's not a surprise

2011-06-08T15:51:00.000-07:00

There's this saying that health is wealth. Exactly, there so much into this phrase than just saying it out loud. We expect our body to perform at maximum level but we often neglect the importance of having a good health. I would say that I am a victim of not looking after my health well. Imbalance diet and not exercising regularly are things that I can list. Its hard to maintain a schedule to exercise regularly, but no matter what I should give it a go. Since it would keep me healthy, I think its worth my time to flex my muscles and joints

When mailbox helps

2011-06-07T04:09:00.000-07:00

It did not hit me that my mails will 'mountain'.
Surprisingly there are a couple of mails that I have to keep hold for sometime.
Hence the idea to create my own mailbox start to arise.
Being it a monotonous Saturday morning, I found some magazines that my family decided to recycled.
So I flipped through the pages and tore out a page to create this.
This was part of passing my time cause
I wasn't sure whether the mailbox will turn out successful, but fortunately it did.
Its strange though to have such thoughts of having own mailbox, but I just did.
This mailbox sure is helpful cause its refrain me from misplacing any letters and on top of all that it creates lesser mess in my wardrobe. I am happy cause this mind thinks creatively.

Baking,what mom does best

2011-05-05T17:50:00.000-07:00

That's the reason why I like entering the kitchen.
Especially when the aroma of baked cakes lingered in the air.
It is just mouthwatering just at the thought of it.
I will say that this is just one of the days
when my mom gets herself busy in her own space, her kitchen.

I think I 'like' baking too.
But IF given a choice
I think I will prefer eating rather than baking. hahaha (:

Fuse the tune in you

2011-04-27T01:57:00.000-07:00

Fuse the tune in you

There's goes another interest of mine, playing the guitar.
I realized that my interests doesn't really stay.
It could stay for a while but unfortunately for some reasons somehow I will leave them.
I have no idea where this idea learning guitar came from.
But, I did put effort in learning
For the moment I don't really have the time.
Projects are piling up, examinations are coming soon
and I will put this on a pause, hopefully I will continue someday

My father & I window-shopped one day and come across this acoustic guitar
so I thought why not learn something new. I influenced my dad to get it for me.
It was just one of those good days when only my father and I went out together.
So I don't see why he will refuse getting this one for me.
Just feel fortunate to get this,
Thanks Dad!
(:

War Memorial Visit

2011-03-21T18:07:00.000-07:00

Visited the War Memorial
help Siti & Shafiqah for their production/shooting
The experience there was unbelievable
The serene atmosphere makes me feel calm & comfortable
but the weather was the total opposite
I thought the place is breathtaking
It is just wonderful at the sight of everything being so well looked after.
May the souls of these brave soldiers rest in peace (:

2011-03-20T11:00:00.000-07:00

no idea whether this is similar to my personality
maybe there are some traits that are similar
this might not be absolutely true
its up to any individuals to have the belief about it

I am uncertain about myself
and it does not matter whether this is true or not
I thought it's good to understand the meaning of my name (:

2011-03-10T06:25:00.000-08:00

(Reflection)
We usually see the real objects but forget about the reflections that follow.

2011-03-09T00:51:00.000-08:00

(Gift)
A birthday gift from

Aaron Alvin Manfred (:
28th January 2011

2010-12-18T02:48:00.001-08:00

2010-09-15T14:15:00.000-07:00

Despite darkness surrounding, there's always hope left.

When there's a will there's a way.
(:

2009-12-03T07:31:00.000-08:00

“The World evolves around me But I am pretty much the same”

First, I feel fortunate to be able to encounter someone like her in life. The way she is just made me reflect on myself. It makes me view things from a different perspective.

Usually, I feel that it was just any kind of ordinary type of feeling that would go away easily, however, I came to a conclusion that these feelings is beyond that. Never in my life, have I had such an everlasting feeling towards a particular person that I assume I have feelings for. However, when I analyzed myself deeper, I realized that this person was indeed special.

Well, feelings are just indescribable.
You would not notice when you would come across someone you would have feelings for.
It wasn’t even planned.
It just happened. However, most of the time feelings fades away.
But somehow these feelings for her never died out. It never fades away.

When comparing myself with her, we are like on the different ends of the world.
I am just a complete opposite of what she is. She is the beauty and I am the beast. Just by observing her made me realized and reflect on my bad habits and think of ways to overcome them. Somehow or rather, I felt that she had an impact in my life.

However, unfortunately, it isn’t necessary to expect that she would have the same feelings as I do. As a matter of fact, some things which are related to love can never be forced. You can never force someone to like/love you in any way. She has her rights to decide who enters her life and who would walk with her through her journey. I was never a significant part of her life.
Not in the past, not now maybe not even in the future.

Nowadays, I believe that she already has someone in mind and I would not pursue any further than just friendship between us. I think that is the best decision for me caused I felt not all things that I want would turn out my way.
I am not being a pessimist however I am being realistic towards myself.

No matter what, I feel grateful towards her.
Indirectly, she has been my source of motivation.
The way she is inspired me to be a better individual not only in studies as well as in my life.
For that, I thank her for who she is.

2009-11-28T03:42:00.000-08:00

Shisha with Se7en.

The entire night was filled with a lot of humorous jokes and lameness that I can’t possibly control myself from laughing. But the joker of the day was Hariz caused he plucked out the tube that was connected to the glass bottle and he thought that it was the mouthpiece. Luckily he did not place it in his mouth. We would all be laughing if that happens. Well, I felt that it was the best act of stupidity that he had ever created up to date. It was confusing at first when he chose to disconnect the tube from the Shisha bottle. But eventually, we realized what he was actually up to. It was really hilarious. Everyone was laughing their hearts out. Credits to him for making me laugh that much yesterday.
The whole night was filled with a lot of laughter thanks to him.
Besides that, everyone else have their lame moments but I felt that Hariz was the joker of the day.
*Not in shots ( Fakhrul, Ruzzdy, Salleh & Zully)

2009-11-02T04:45:00.000-08:00

DUNMAN Bestows

Knowledge The Torch Of Life

Strolling pass Dunman Secondary brought back a nostalgic memory within me.
Being there for five years was such an awesome experience.
An experience beyond words.
I would probably describe Dunman a place where I grew up.
Became more sensible, much matured and a lot wiser.
I still remember each of the years that I spent my time there.
They are the best moments I had and I wished to keep those memories intact with me.
I still remembered vividly being Top 10 and Top 5 in class
for my Sec One and Sec Two days.
I still remembered being the most hot-headed guy in class.
Always losing my temper and always hurting people.

However,
Sec 3 marked a changed in me.
The hardest part of my sec school life I must say.
After being a vice captain in Sec 2 for soccer,
I was not able to join the team during my sec 3 days as I was down with asthma.
I began to search for an alternative to replace soccer so that it can keep me company.
In no time, LOVE shined in my way.
I fall for a netball-er who is also a model. She was my first real girlfriend.
I fall for her completely.
Unknowingly, as my concentration was too focused on her,
I started to neglect my studies. Things just went from bad to worst.
That year, I got 18th in class. That was one of the reasons I broke up with her.
I didn’t blamed her for my poor results.
I just thought that it was the best decision for me at that time
cause I was about to take my N levels in Sec 4.
Fortunately, I managed to pull through and attain 5 points for my N level.
Getting A1, A2s, and B3.

HOWEVER,
history repeats itself during my sec 5 year.
LOVE started to get in my way yet again.
This time a girl from a neighborhood school.

She was not beautiful neither pretty. She just had that gorgeous look and
elegance that really attracted her to me. Her demeanor makes me feel calm.
I didn’t even know her but somehow,
she always makes my heart skipped faster whenever I saw her.
That’s when I came to an assumption that I had fallen for her.
Unfortunately, she was not into me.
A lot of other girls came in my way after that,
however, I just don’t feel attracted to them in any way.
Called me stupid if you want to,
I just have faith and believe in my feelings for that girl to this day.
I might not be with her now nor gonna be with her in the future,
but I would just feel happy for her
No matter who she would be with one day.

Ehem2
So, back to my academic, I managed to get into poly however my maths pulled me down. Thanks Maths.
Fortunately, I feel really happy with what I am doing now. Arts.
Being in a great class, E35B
with a lot of wonderful people all around me always makes my day.
I feel rather blessed to be where I am now.
All thanks to my teachers and also my friends who always keep me going whenever I feel like I am dead and buried.
Thank you everyone!

2009-10-28T02:49:00.000-07:00

When lesson starts to get boring
& problems starts mounting.
we began cam-whoring.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
^^v
E35B!

Web & New Media Communication

just one of those typical days
It wasn't that interesting.
Its like a repeat of what we did the previous week.
Except that we need to look into another problem today.
There is a great focus on colors.
If you guys are wondering what this module is all about,
It about creating a web and making the content and the whole website interesting.

2009-10-22T05:43:00.000-07:00

Blessing in Disguise

Digital Media Arts

Digital Media Arts enables me to explore beyond my dull imaginations.
It requires me to think out of the box
&
ensure that I would come up with something creative.
I believe that just through thinking about today's theme
for the shots have made me think a step further.

Honestly,
In the beginning,
My thoughts was;
I would either make it or break it for today's lesson.
However,
I'm flabbergasted by the fact that we managed to pull it off at the end.
Thanks to Gena's friends,
we are able to get musical instruments to enhance our shots.
The truth is our shots were not the best.
But I'm glad that things do turned out pretty well.

2009-09-30T07:25:00.000-07:00

Hari Raya With Mates

30/09/09 & 1/10/09

2009-08-22T17:31:00.001-07:00

Lets get the Dice Rolling Again.

Dusts must have crept in and covered my blog.
Afterall, It's been almost two months since
I last had a proper post.
A lame excuse would probably be busy
But a genuine one would indeed be lazy.
My sincere apologies to my dear stalkers who
had been coming time and time again waiting for
me to penned down some thoughts.
You know who..
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Well, so far,
Life had been such a kick arse.
Its beyond words.
I'm grateful to be surrounded by wonderful people in life.
Especially the whole bunch of E35C, my smoking partners and a lot others.
How I wished time would slowed down so that we would have more memories of us.

Indeed..
Time must have really flied.
Time-Check!
Semester 1 is bidding farewell shortly.
& Holidays are fast approaching.

Honestly,
I'm really looking forward to holidays.
I need to rest and have some ample sleep.
My body is becoming thinner and thinner that
one day I wish you wouldn't be seeing a skeleton(me) on the street.
*smile*

By the way,
I'm not sure whether I would blog on a regular basis.
It depends..
I wish everyone a bright days ahead.

2009-08-15T02:50:00.000-07:00

E THREE-FIVE C

2009-06-26T09:14:00.000-07:00

Clique 5

The Clique 5 had an outing to yet another Shisha Night out.

Pictures speaks more than words.

2009-06-06T03:55:00.000-07:00

Engagement Day
^^V

Elder Sister, Hani

On the 6th we had my sister engagement day.
Everything went on smoothly on tht day.
Thank God!
Im filled with euphoria.
I cant wait to have a brother in law soon.
Bring it on.
On the contrary,
I feel rather upset that she would be moving out soon after she get married.
Oh God...
Please Slow Down Th Clock Fr Me..
I want to cherish the whatever time I still have with my sister.
Cause eventually after all this,
she would no longer have much time to spend with me like she has now.
Anyway, Im looking forward to th BIG DAY!

Congrats to you Hani
*smiles*

2009-05-21T00:54:00.000-07:00

E Three Five C

2009-05-10T04:58:00.000-07:00

Life is too short to be

Living with regrets.

Seize the day when it is still here

Don't regret it when its done & over

Lets Start A New Week Afresh.

2009-05-01T01:43:00.000-07:00

Supposedly the plan was to watch Wolverine.
However due to some circumstances,
We watched Horsemen instead.
We had a good time watching horsemen at Marina GV.
However, we didn't expect the movie to have such ending.

After the movie,Cheryl and I went ahead with our drinking plan.
So We bought it slacked at a corner and drink.

We drink, we drank but we were not drunk

A bottle is not enough i must say.

As the night when on

Sonia and Cheryl started sharing their own stories.

They were so hyped up.

They made the night extremely better with their jokes and various facial expressions.

Oh, by the way,
Sonia just could not accept the fact that
I look like Johnny Depp.

2009-02-07T07:20:00.000-08:00

Lets Call for a Celebration!

Truthfully, I'm over the moon right now.
What could have been better than emerging victorious over my all-time adversary,
my very own sister at UNO game.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Even though she have made the statistics looked easy,
by winning for more than 10 consecutive times,
I ruined her party by finally defeating her once.
That's when she called for a stop.
I jumped all over the place,
celebrating my victory while she looked at me confused.
I know that I've managed to win only once compared to her.
But one victory is much more memorable than 10 wins,
Right? (:

Besides, I genuinely believe that she's neither good at the game nor i sucked at it.
Its just that she have a bit of luck.
HUAHUAHUA!
& due to this example,

I realize that success does not come easily.
Like it takes me 10 straight failures before i can clinch my victory.
So guys, the saying is true.

"Every Failure is another step to Success"

If we are determined enough to find success,
success would come to our doorstep itself.
*smiles*

2009-02-07T07:08:00.000-08:00

BEWARE OF MOSQUITOES!

As far as I am concerned,
this bloodsuckers are jubilantly having a party over me.
I am seen as their prime target for their survival.
Sucking my blood have become their daily routine.
This cruel mosquitoes are aiming for fresh young blood.
& it's obvious enough that I'm their victim
since I'm the youngest among the rest of my family members.
Due to their inconsiderate behavior, I'm always awake during the early hours.
I am just disgusted by their way of living.
"Don't they have anything better to do than biting innocent human being like me?"
If only they could hear my cries.
Nowadays, I'm using mosquito repellent before I head for the bedsheets.
I know that if i heed some safety measures, no mosquito of any size could harm me.
Just being positive.
Sooner or later,
I truthfully believe that this mosquitoes would get sicked of me and finally bid me farewell.

So, BYE-BYE MOSQUITOES!

P.s: I'm sure that this problem would come to an end soon.
*smiles*

2009-02-01T07:36:00.000-08:00

27 January '09

Chinese New Year
I spent the entire day with my sisters.
They asked me out since they were having their holidays

Anyway,
its been sometime since we had our siblings day out.
First, we headed to Bugis Junction.
Met my sister's friend, Nora.
After sometime,we went to Bugis Village.
(But most of the shops were closed)
We then had our lunch at Ljs.

From there, we proceed to Suntec City.

Had tea break at Millenia Walk's Starbuck.

After which we went fr shopping at Marina Sq.

At night, we went to the Esplanade
& finally went to the bridge near the Merlion and chilled out till late night.
P.s : I'm looking forward to our next sibling day out.

2009-02-01T04:04:00.000-08:00

28 January '09
On th evening of th 28th
We went to Marina GV to watch
Love Matters
There were 15 of us.
Jolyn, Wei Si, Lay Feng
Gary, Ruo Hao, Jun Wei, Chau Kok
Colin, Ivan, Yong Hong, Yong Kuang
Fikri, Ismail, Zulhilmi and me

Its been sometimes since we went out together.
After all, all of us are busy with our own schedules.
It could have been even better if the rest of them could have come along.
So anyway, I really appreciate them for singing me an advance birthday song in the MRT that night.
Though its a little embarrassing but it was worth the experience.
Thanks Guys!
Anyway, It have been a wonderful experience being with them for the past 4- 5 years.

Within this 5 years, we have built strong bonds among one another.
Unfortunately, all of us have to go our own way and continue our studies.
I hope that our friendship would continue.
I wish you guys all the best in future.

2009-01-25T08:51:00.000-08:00

23 January '09

I was suppose to have another Shisha Session

But the plan backfired.

Some are not able to make it

In order to make up for that

I joined my sisters for dinner at Popeye's at Terminal 1

( raise eyebrow to Sharifah Raudah)

^^v

So there we were, the awesome threesome enjoying our scrumptious meal.

2009-01-25T00:03:00.000-08:00

17 January '09

Youth Park

Youth Park was electrified with a sizzling live event

by our local bands. A Vacant Affair, Allura, Plainsunset and a few others staged an amazing performance that caught the sight of many teenagers.The place was surrounded by great music and a bunch of hyperactive teenagers jumping and hopping their ass off the ground. That was what Youth Park was all about that day.

Oh, I've got Irfaan to thank for giving me the upcoming Live & Loaded admission ticket which would be held on the third of February '09.

Sheesha Night out

To sum it all up, Salleh,Rusdy,Irfaan,Fakhrul and myself headed to Bugis Street to chill out.

I've got Salleh to thank for introducing me to Grape plus Mint flavor.

It's my current addiction now.

Oh by the way, thanks Rusdy for taking some cool shots on that day.

2008-12-21T22:36:00.000-08:00

Apology to my dear readers
I'm so sorry for not updating on a regular basis.
Alright, I'm updating as usual now.

Anyway, lets replace that stern look of yours
with a gleeful smile. =)
" A joke a day would put off your wrinkles away"

Laughter the Best Medicine
Here's a joke from the reader's digest:
Bill Gates dies and goes to heaven, where Saint Peter gives him a smart six-bedroom house with a pretty garden and a tennis court.Pleased with his lot.Bill quickly settles into the afterlife.
One day he is out walking when he bumps into a man wearing a fine tailored suit.
"That's really nice," says Bill.
"Where did you get it?"
"Actually," says the man, "
I was given 50 of these, plus two mansions a yacht, a golf course and four Rolls-Royce."
"Wow, were you a pope or a doctor healing a sick?" asks Bill.
"No, I was the captain of the Titanic."
Bill storms off to see Saint Peter.
" How come the captain of a sunken ship gets all that while I, the inventor of the Windows operating system,get a crummy little house?" he asks.
Saint Peter replies, "The Titanic only crashed once."
~Lucy O'Brien
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

& oh jokes aside.
there's this quote that i like a lot.
Below:
"Maybe its not about what tomorrow can offer to you,
But about what you can offer today."

2008-11-28T03:53:00.000-08:00

FORTUNATE is the big word for today.
I felt really fortunate to have great friends everywhere.
My friends are always the best.
Although sometimes I feel that some of them tend to have strange personalities.
Despite that, they are still the best friends god have ever created.
I am glad to say that they are the most matured ones who can
at least differentiate between good things from bad ones
Of course everyone have a bad side of themselves.

But went we observe closely, we can actually see through them.
Even though some of them have a bad behavior
they still possess a good character within them.
We should realized that everyone is unique in a way or another.
Tolerance play a big part in making a good friendship.
We should be able to forgive and forget
We should treasure every friend that we have
cause everyone have a significant part to play.
This affects our lives.

p.s: While blogging, I remembered about social studies, diplomacy.
Diplomacy means making as many friends and as few enemies as possible.

2008-11-27T05:01:00.000-08:00

Happy 17th Birthday Haziq!
We had a surprised advance birthday party which was organized by
Huwaina, her friends and Nine Wonders
26th November 2008
The party turned out pretty well
I guessed Haziq must have been shocked by the fact that we put him in such a spot.
I'm not sure what he's genuine feelings were then.
But I'm sure he must have felt abashed at that moment.

P.s: Somehow I feel that Helmi should had been around..
For the first time, I feel that the Nine Wonders No longer exist.

2008-11-24T06:22:00.000-08:00

Happy 23rd Anniversary
Abah & Mama
23 years of blissfulness..

On behalf of the 'Three Rascals'
I wish abah and mama a Happy 23rd Anniversary.
It's been a joy having you guys around.
Especially when we need both of you.
We really feel fortunate and grateful to have you guys by our side.
You guys are our backbone that aid us in every movement that we make in life.
We hope that in years to come, we would still continue to be a joyous family.

2008-11-23T07:28:00.000-08:00

12-14 Novembrrrrr!

Chalet was Greatly Awesome.
First, I appreaciate the effort of the people who made this chalet successful
Indeed, we had great fun.
First night, apart from barbecue & stuffs
Ten of us decided to have so-called fun.
When the clock strike Twelve midnight,
our ears were glued to 'Misteri Jam 12' in other words
Midnight Mystery through the radio station.
'Misteri Jam 12' shares about people experiences encountering with ghosts or spirits.
At about two-thirty am, some of them came up with a ridiculous idea of ghost-hunting.
I must say that I was excited.
But as we set on our journey,
I was the most frightened one among them.
We went into a Swamp in Pasir Ris Park.
It was terribly dark in there.
Luckily we brought along torch lights which was undoubtedly useful.
The whole area was covered with dense trees.
It made the area look like a thick forest.
We walked over a bridge.
Beneath it lay a river.
Upon walking, two of my friends who are at the back saw 'the thing', yeah.
It scares the shit out off me when they hurried everyone to
get out of the swamp immediately
I know that something was amiss.
True enough soon as we were out of the swamp,
both of them told us that they saw something unusual.
After that, things just went from bad to worst.
I should not mention about the matter here.
It is best kept personal.
I'm glad & grateful that one of my friend is in pink of health now.
Thank god!
If you guys out there are planning to go for ghost hunting,
Please stop & Re-think.
Salleh was right. We played with fire & get ourselves burnt.
Perhaps this is another lesson which we need to heed.

2008-11-16T01:53:00.000-08:00

Year of the gentleman-NJ!

K

KhaiRi & Dee

14th November 2008, Prom Night.
I didn't went for Prom.
I met my friends only once Prom was over after midnight.
Some of them insist going to Marina Barrage.
Guess what?
We actually headed to Marina Barrage and hang out there early in the morning.
Thought of hanging out till morning but my father fetched me around 1 40 am.
He was fuming with rage. He wanted me to go home

Perhaps he was merely concerned about my safety.
Somehow I feel miserable not able to hang out with them that night.

On the contrary, I realized how fortunate I to have such a concern father.
When i reached home, i text and inform them that everything was alright.
I hope that my friends are not disappointed with me.
I'm sorry guys

On the other side
I have to pay a huge price for the mistake which I had committed earlier.
I have to serve a week of detention at home.
On top of that, my father had start giving me curfew.
If I ever want to go out, i need to be home by ten latest.
So that's that.

Khairi & Danial (cousin)
In addition, due to being grounded, I am not able to accompany Zul to his
friend's chalet today.
I felt really terrible as I have to break the promise that I had made to him earlier.
Sorry man
On my next post, I would probably mention about our chalet which we had on 12-14 Nov

Best of friends

2008-11-09T00:27:00.000-08:00

I remembered something

So you guys should know that my father and I are like close buddies.
He's just like any other of my friends.
I would always consult him when I encounter any troubles in life.
He's a good advicer/counsellor as well as a good listening ear.
Recently, I figured out what my father wanted to ask me all this time.
I genuinely believe that he wanted to know whether I have a girlfriend or not.
There's a time when I reached home late and he was asking me, where did I went and sarcastically joke saying that i have sent my girlfriend home.
I'm truthfully speechless about that.
As a matter of fact, I don't have a girlfriend now, who knows not even later. I'm not interested in having one cause I still have vivid memories of being rejected once. I know that i am physically strong, but everyone have a weakness in themselves that goes the same with me.
Having good memories of my past successful relationship is enough for me for the time being.
I'm not desperate for a girlfriend either.
You know, life is simple,why should we make it terrible.

2008-09-25T18:19:00.000-07:00

A place introduced to me by dearest NJ.
This place would capture you.
The ambiance feels really great.
Its gives you a sense of tranquility.
So that's that.

2008-08-26T23:58:00.000-07:00

Career Seminar '08
Below, some of the pictures that were taken on 20/08/2008
Have fun viewing.

'The Band of the Year'

Standing strong

Hazel & Khairi Dont Mind My freaking Finger

D' Khairi Shaf'

2008-08-17T04:20:00.000-07:00

Mat Rempit of the Modern days 08'

As for today,
No words can define my happiness.
My sister and I were in such euphoria .
We acted like a bunch of idiots in public.
Dance? and Sing like Nobody's business.
My mom could not help but smiled & giggled at her mischievous 'Grown-up kids'.
After all, we were just seeking her attention.
So anyway, something caught my attention today.
Its the 'U' neck clubman's singlet.
Bought it.Conquer it.& now its mine.

2008-08-16T07:08:00.000-07:00

I feel rather unfortunate not having my father
around for this upcoming two days as he would be away on travel.
On the contrary, I feel as if i would be able to obtain more privacy for myself.
As for today, I'm really agog at reading my Animorphs storybooks again.
It relived my Secondary one days where Haziq and I would rummage through the popular book store to check out the prices of the books. Those memories.
So anyway, i was rather aghast to look at the clock when it read half past two.
I realized that I have read the book for more than an hour.
I placed my book aside and headed for my computer.
Update my blog and did many things here and there.
For today's meal, the menu was so predictable.
It does not whet my appetite a bit.
I just put up a false pretense and gobble up my food.
I'm evil? I'm just trying to put up a good impression so that my mom would be pleased.
SMILE

2008-03-30T02:35:00.000-07:00

hahaha, maybe I'm laughing,but its a false pretense. I'm not happy yes I'm not.
Just woke up from my deep afternoon nap just to realize that all my family members are out.
I am rather flabbergasted honestly. How could they have left me alone at home man.
My sister called me earlier asking me what I want for dinner and mentioned that she's at LJS. Isn't that obvious, just grab any meal from there. Wouldn't that make things easier.
My father left a note and want me to contact my teacher.
I guess she wants me to improve on my project.
I'm stressed with schoolwork lately.V.STRESS. only god knows. but I'm not going to give up.
I'm not interested in showing to people what i can do. I'm rather interested in showing and proving to myself what i am capable of. I am going to put aside all my distraction. I hope I am able to have a good self control. I hope I'm not going to be laid back anymore. Common my O levels are driving near. So obviously it can be at any corner anytime.
& I hate myself for doing many work at last minute.
I tried to change but I cant. I'm still trying though. I know I cant try any longer. Its no more trying.
ITS A MUST NOW.
Hoping to have a great new week. Not going to endure it. Rather I going to enjoy the stress itself.

Let Me Fly

2008-02-07T16:55:00.000-08:00

Sunny Skate Park Day !

Wednesday, once school over about 930am went
skateboarding for the whole day.
Almost missed out on my mother's birthday.
Happy Birthday to you mum! (6th February 2008)

Friendship VS Relationship

2007-10-11T11:14:00.000-07:00

Life isnt that simple
Especially when i started to have a pimple
Trust me i too had one
Back in secondary one
Luckily that was just a history
& now i need not worry
Cause i know how to handle them properly
Now life is much more simple
That i thought i would have no worry
But i felt very sorry
Cause i just have a new problem recently
& that is i just broke off with someone who i have love dearly
I really don't know who i should blame
Cause i thought that we were the same
To break up was really a pain
Especially when we had to do it in the rain
I just don't know what to do
Neither do i have any clue
I thought of asking my dad
But when i see him i felt very sad
Cause he was smoking
& see me as if i wasn't looking
I kept staring but he wasn't responding
Maybe i was a little to demanding
I wanted to catch his attention
thinking that perhaps he could provide me with some solution
But instead he was smoking away creating pollution
We are very close
just like me and my mother
I tried asking my brother
but he tell me to get him a glass of water
What do he take me for? His waiter?
I went up to my room
have the feeling that my life was doom
perhaps i should stop thinking of having a relationship
& I should focus more towards friendship
Nowadays i felt a little bit better cause i have my friends
& that's how my problem ends